♥Sunday, November 05, 2006.

OMFG. This is uber FREAKY.
This is probably the worst moment of my "so-called" life.

I don't get attracted to guys that much. I rarely have crushes and i don't have admirers too. Well who cares anyway? LOL. I'm insane, i know. I'm starting to like someone. (I can't believe I'm saying this.) I don't even know how did it happen. I just realized that I'm starting to like him. I don't know. I'm not used to it. It's really creechy. One more thing, I think my friend likes him too. *sigh* We're close and i don't want to lose our friendship. I don't want conflicts.

Should i let go for the sake of my friend?

or

Should i ditch my friend and continue liking him?

I hate this. I like him but NO, i'm not ditching my friend. I think I should let go for the sake of my friend. Anyway, I don't think he likes me too. Ouch. LOL. Ooh Crap! I hope i'd choke and die at this very moment.

Enough. I'm going zany. Any advice?